| I hate weird dreams!!! |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|04:24 am] |
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Ok so I just woke up from the weirdest dream of my life I think. I dont know where to start about it. but It was mostly about people form my home town. I am kinda greatful for it becuase I think I saw a glimpse of my life if I choose a differnt path in life. It would have been a path with out my wife. And that would SUCK big time. Like in the dream I was like everyone else in town going to the local bar talking about the "good old days" and not doing much with my life. I dunno.. the dream has me thinking.
I am looking at my life and I am like how did I get to this point? Its soo weird becuase I am living in Idaho! Who would have thought that about me! I mean maybe everyone assumed that. Its weird because I am about to graduate next semester. School is actually going really well. My lowest grade should be a
b-. That would be in Business Law. I seriously kicked the booty out of my hardest class and I have a shot for an A with the final and some extra credit. I am actually getting really excited about grduation and finding a job and getting into the real world. i feel like I have been in school forever. Grad school is still an option if I get a scholorship. However I am looking for a job I think. I really want to start working and starting a real life. I dont know how much more school I can take. Grad school would be cool if I get into the program I want. I could get my MBA with an emphasis in Information Assurance(computer securirty). I would be set for life with jobs and such and that field really interest me. It would be a really hard program to get into and to do.
What else is new with me... Nothing really. I work, go to school and hang out with Esther. I mean we are in Idaho. What fun can we really do? We are going to Dallas for christmas. it will be weird not having really sub zero weather for christmas. I am excited to go and hang out with Esthers family. I will miss my family but Esther is my family now. Plus Keith has his little family in VT and Megan has her own place so things are chanigng at home. My parents are going to sell the house and move to Saratoga. I am really happy for them and it makes a lot of sense but it still makes me sad. This house is the only house I really know. Ive been there since I was 4. Scotia had been pretty good to me over the years. there was some good and some really bad times. I am mad that I went back there last winter. I wish I could have spent a care free summer there one more time. I miss Lake George and the track with my boys. I just really need to get out of Idaho. I need to go somewhere else. Somewhere where I can do more then go to the movies and out to eat. i am hoping I find a job somewhere fun. Somewhere where I can makes some good money and start a family. Growing up is really scarry but it is A LOT easier when you have someone to do it with!! Ok well I bet i didnt make any sense. i am going back to bed. |
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| wow its been forever |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|06:18 pm] |
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I dont even remember the last time I updated. So lets see here. I am married now. Its great. I have been married for almsot 4 months. I just love it all the time. I dont know how i lived life with out Esther. she is amazing. We are living in Rexburg Idaho for the next year while we finish school. Esther will be done in April and I will be done in June, maybe August. We cant wait to get out of here. It is a very boring town. We want something new. We are looking at moving south. We are looking at NC, VA, TX and maybe NY. Just depends on where i get a job.
School is going well. I like my major a lot and I am excited to get out there and make some money. I got to see Doug Crabb finalyl last weekend at his wedding. It was soo good to see him. I am so happy for him and his wife. Well I guess thats all for now. Love you all
Quote of the year: "Did you see the Cat?" "What cat? "The Damn cat that tried to kill me!!" |
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| Who wants an invite? |
[Mar. 17th, 2005|08:19 pm] |
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Hey everyone. I am going to be sending out invitations for my wedding. if you want want one i will need your address. so email your address to me at hesstruck76@yahoo.com Thats all for now. life is busy but its good. love yah all |
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| here i am |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|02:55 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | Don Williams | ] |
ok so I am engaged for those who dont know. yes it is to Hannahs sister Esther. its freaking awesome. There fam is great. Life is good im home in NY till I get married in May. Then we head out to Idaho to finish school. I got a 2nd job while im home at Hollywood Video. I am hoping i can transfer to Rexburg when im leave here. FREE MOVIES!!! HECK YES!! ok i gg back to work. |
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| MErry Christmas Eve |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|02:28 am] |
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So it has been forever since Ive last updated. I finished school and drove across the country. It was good times. I went to Dallas and met hte future inlaws. it was def a good time. i bonded with my cousin Ben, He is a cool kid. I neer realized how much we are a like. Esther comes to visit next Friday. I swear im not counting the hours. So I saw Phantom of the Opera movie tonight. I highly recomend. Nothing new then the broadway show but def worth watching. I think alll wil enjoy. Well done. Well its 230. sleep time. |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2004|04:07 am] |
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Today was prolly the coolest day ever. i got to hang out with emily all mornig. then i got to svu and saw my boys. wow do i feel loved here. just ehere eer u go u get a hug and people telling you why did u leave? we love u. and u then sit and realize how much Idaho sux and cant compare to SVU and the love you have of this place. Maybe ill come back here? i dunno. i want to so bad. but i need to finish school. i need to get a job and grow up. grr this sux. oh well. i will enjoy my weekend. i got to see Wired tongiht. how cool is that? i love him, he is now offically engaged. cool huh? Doug called me!!! oh man.. hannah dedicded a song to me. it was soo hot. shes sucha greta singer. and i cant type anymore. i need sleep.. more to come... |
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| I like Sundays |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|10:06 pm] |
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Ok so today was a good day. I woke up being really tred cause i had a little puppy stay with me. she was soo cute and sweet. but got really annoying really quick. but ill miss her. Church was good. i came home and crashed. I listened to the end of the bills game. THEY WON!! So that made my day great. i bumbed around here and then i went and visited Natasha. Poor girl. she just got her wisdom teeth out. she was soo swollen. I felt so bad. Then i went and visited my friend Esther. Shes awesome. Got to catch up a little bit. shes jealous of my trip to VA comming up. I cant wait to go. I love that state and miss it so much. I get to see Dave, Baden, Jay, Wired, Magz, ruth, Hannah, Spencer, Kam, Cami, Laurel and everyone else. its going to be awesome!!! Sku sku!! but yah so today was a good day. nothign too exciting but nothing bad. well im talking to my boy Douglas Marshall Crabb.. what a stud. i missed that kid. he just got home from mission. well im off to bed. cant wait till thursday |
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| Howdy |
[Sep. 30th, 2004|01:25 am] |
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Ok so its been awhile since ive updated. I am dumb like that and get too busy for my own good. School is keeping me wicked busy. I feel like I have time for nothign else except school and sleep. I am takin a golf class. man do i love the game. I suck at putting. you figured all the time i played mini golf would help but no i still suck. My driving and irons and chipping are getting a lot better. I think I am going again friday. So classes are good. thats my life pretty much. classes and chillin with my boys. OH i have a flag football team called teh sea donkeys. we are 1-1. we lost our first game bad. but we won yesterday 14-13. it was a great game and we really came together as a team. I love my team. they are mostly my roomates. really good guys. I am going to visit VA soon. i cant wait to see all my peeps. Hannah get ready for the Hesticles as well as the rest of you SVUers. ok its bed time. love yah all |
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| Life is good |
[Sep. 14th, 2004|12:08 am] |
Ok so i really have no complaints in life. Its going great. Ive made some awesome friends here. its going good!! I went on two dates this last weekend. yah thats right im back baby!! Hess is back int he game and loving it. The dates were totally casual but they were a lot of fun. I got to show off my cooking skills which is always nice.
My roomates are in a band called Newyears End. they are mad good. well they need alittle work but they sound good so far. ok so its a small mormon world. My roomate Rob is from Washington and Knows Dan McGirr. Yes someone that knows Dan McGirr. So crazy huh?? ok well i need to read for bio class. love yah all. |
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| This day has suxed so far and its only 1130 |
[Jul. 20th, 2004|11:58 am] |
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| | Grenade Jumper-Fall Out Boy-Take This To Your Grave | ] |
so i stayed up all night and was working on my bros wedding video. i had some great shots and then it crashed on me and i lost it all cause im a dumb ass and didnt save anything!! GRRRR ill have to redo it all. It sux big balls but its all good.
So Kenny and Jandi are datting. Its cool they kissed the other day. Its cute but i feel like a 3rd wheel now. I always hook up my friends. Its cool and all but it gets annoying sometimes. its like hey when is it my turn?? Oh well.
Ok so i leave for Vegas Thursday! I cant freakin wait!! i am going to have a blast. Its just Kenny Jandi and I. So i will be a lone most of the time well i willhave my friend blackjack and slots so its all good. Anyone want to come with and lives in Utah or Idaho holla at this pimp.
So i really miss heidy barger. I saw melis the other day. she came and saw me. she lives in Idaho Falls. It was awesome. Shes soo funny. we laughed so hard. It made my miss Heidy Barger and SVU. I also miss it a lot i jsut talked to Hannah and baden. They are awesome peeps!!
Quote of the day- Baden- "Seriously, Im a legend. The B cock is going coast to coast."
Runner up- Hannah- "Hess you are on my F list." |
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| Carbon Leaf Rocks!! |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|01:49 am] |
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| | grateful | ] |
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| | Grey Sky Eyes-Carbon Leaf-Indian Summer | ] |
ok its been awhile since ive updated this thing. Well I will be staying here in Idaho. I love VA with all my Heart and I came out here for a reason. I need to trust in the Lord a little more and trust myself and decision making.
I got 3 new roomates this term. They all rock my world! They are all studs! Kenny is my actual roomate. He is such a stud. We are going to get an apartment together this Fall. We get a long great. He also is in debt with my forever cause I hooked him up with my friend Jandi. They like each other but are taking things really slow. We all have a great time hanging out. I just dont want it to get weird.
My other roomates are Tyler and Jared. MY blackfoot boys. They are so cute and innocent. They are teaching me a lot. they are fun.
I made a basketball team here. We lost our first 2 games. Im kinda pissed about it. We didnt play well at all tongiht. We should have won. Its getting me in good shape. So thats going good. We play Jareds team next week. I hope we win.
Next weekend I am going to Vegas. I CANT WAIT!! I have been watching world series of Poker all the time. its soo fun. I lov cards. I set myself a limit. So I will be ok. Kenny, Jandi and I are going. Etta was going to come too. She has to work. She was going to quit since we are all going to be come rich and dont need to work but hey its all good.
Ok so i bought the new Carbon LEaf CD off of itunes. SOOOOO FREAKING GOOD!!! ITs all i listen to now besides some rap. I am in a need of ghettoness here. I am also need some VA!!! Imiss waffle house!! oh man. the only 24hours places here are jack in the box and ramirez a crappy mexican place. mexican is good but this place doesnt hold a candle to my belove waffle house.
Classes are going good here. I like my teachers a lot. I like my classes. Life is good right now. I cant complain. Thank you to all of those who were there for me when i needed someone. Well thats all for now. much love
Hessticle
Quote of the day: "Dude you didnt come to my game... You suck at life!" |
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| What to do with my life |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|12:41 pm] |
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| | Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional-Spider-Man 2 | ] |
Ok so i am sitting here waiting to go to Book of Mormon class. I am in a debate. Do i stay here at BYU-Idaho or do I go back to SVU. thats right I am considering going back. I am accepted again just abut and thye gave me a liitle more money. I love SVU so much it is my home. i dont feel home unless I am there. but. things are starting to get better here. I got much better roomates this second summer term. But i dont know if thats enough for me to stay, so i need you all to vote. stay or go back to SVU? I am cofused!! grrr
I got my grades B-, B and A. not bad for my first semster here. I am going for straight As this semster. Wish me luck. oh so yah i went on a blind date. My roomate Ken hooked me up. hahaha. we get there i find out she is 17. i was like just my luck. pretty funny stuff if u ask me. it was a fun double date. good times had by all. just no 2nd date going to happen though. i am going to Utah this weekend. I get to see Etta and emily. i love those girls. i am excited to see them. ok well i got to get ready for class.
Quote of the day: "What up baby?... No not you!!"- Me yelling at little EFY girls |
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| Idaho... land of potatoes |
[Jun. 15th, 2004|01:25 am] |
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| | I Believe in a Thing Called Love-The Darkness-Permission to Land | ] |
ok so its late and im tired but i cant sleep. dont ask why. well today was a decent day. did bad on my VB test. and then i did ok on my research paper that was due and stayed up all night to work on. then i came home and rested then went to networking. that class is soo boring. then i cam home and crshed till 6. then i went to FHE. we played scategories. thats a good game. i like it. there are some cool people in there. i like my roomates a lot more now. carl is soo random sometimes. and man does that kid love food. im excited for him getting married. adam is funny kid. we joke around a lot.
Just as i start to get use to them and we get a long they will all be leaving me. i will be getting someone else in my actual room in 2 weeks and 2 other guys int he other room. i really hope they are cool cats. i like having fun people to live with. ok well this week will ahve me busy with projects. so i am going to go now. not too much else to say.
oh movie update on movies ive seen
Riddick-liked it. fun, decnet story, but likedPitch Black better
Scary Movie 3- i found myself laughing a lot. man i have a cheap sense of humor
Star shiptroopers 2- corny but i liked it. origianl is much better but not bad for made to video movie
club dread- ok supertroopers was a million times better.. i wasnt sure if i was supose to laugh or be scares/grossed out. i was just confused most of the time.
Euro Trip- LOVE THIS MOVIE!! saw it on theathers and even funny the 2nd time on DVD.
Torque- i liked this movie a lot. oh man i was really entertained. dont know why. it was awful but i thinik the movie realized it was awful... so i enjoyed it.
You got served- ok so i liked this one until they started dancing int he rain for no reason. but the dancing was awazing. made me think of my boy sean
Win a date with Todd Hamilton- cute... kat bodsworth stole my heart. she is soo cute. awww.
PayCheck- blah... Affleck i love yah but read the script kid!! Uma.. so hot.. but dang your character sucked. john woo. STOP WITH THE DOVES!!! every movie u have doves and it never works.. especially in this movie!!
Shrek 2- I love shrek.. so funny and so whitty. love puss in boots. the humor is just so smart in it. i love it. plus just some old fasion fart jokes work too.
movies im looking forward to
Spiderman 2- i love spidey. def think that its going to be better then 1. no set up story.
I, Robot- ok will smith i like... this one.. im more intereted in the effects of the robot than anything.
Garfield- i loved this cartoon.. and i love bill murray... prolly will suck but i dont care i want to see it
Troy- never can find someone here to see it with me. i want to see brad pitts butt.. i mean.. i want to see brad pitt kick butt. lol. im sucha dork
Napoleon Dynamite- made by a BYU grad. got big rave from sundance.. looks funny. check it out people
Terminal- i just love tom hanks
Dodgeball- title sells it for me plus vince naugh and ben stiller... im soo there
ok thats my opinons and they are right so deal.. lol.. jk
love yah all
Hess |
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| Its RAINING!!! |
[Jun. 10th, 2004|12:34 pm] |
Ok so i woke up this morning at 8. i look outside and its pouring rain. so i got back in bed and woke up at 1030. so i skipped VB programming. and it will prolly kick my butt later but today it felt good to sleep. As some of you may know i dont sleep that much.
Well I did come to my networking class. I am proud of myself. I walked all the way here in the pouring rain. well as of right now I am in a bit of a bind. i cant decide if i want to apply for fast track which will have me going to school year round or if i want to go home in December till April. Its not an easy decision. I can never decide these things. A piece of me wants to so i can finish school sooner so i can get out of here quicker and get down to the south where I belong. another piece of me wants to go home and work again. I love my family and i miss them. Plus my brothers wife will be hainvg a baby in Jan or Feb so i would love to be home for that. I think when im home in August will help me decide what to do with my life.
so things in Idaho are going ok. classes are getting busy. i will be happy when this summer term is over. My English Class sucks!!! It is so much writing. i cant wait till tis over. i will never have to take another English class again!! ok well i guess thats all for now. everyone have a good one. |
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| Happy BDay to me |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|12:34 am] |
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| | Away from the Sun-3 Doors Down-Away from the Sun | ] |
Ok so my birthday just ended. it wsnt too bad. wasnt too great eitehr. considereing its on a Sunday you cant think it will be all the great. but Nicole did make me an awesome cake. thansk so much!! and Jena and Tanica stopped by which was really sweet of them.
I did get a lot of calls from people. Some people i wish that did call. i really dont care for birthdays all that much. to me they seem to be a let down. basically you expect people to do all these great things for you and they never do. so i just dont expect anything and it turns out pretty good. I bore my testimony today in church. in my ward where no one knows my name. i really hate my ward here. i also hate where i live. i try to be friends with everyone. i dunno.. i just dont fit in this place. so hopefully i will get a kick ass roomate and will have a nice new place in the fall. but i got a job doing phone surveys. its kinda ghetto but is a joba dn a lot of kids from the school work there so i can prolly meet more people. i know this is just a test for me here. all i can do is keep being myself and hope for the best. ok i nned to write a paper but im tired so im going to bed now and will wake up early.. have a good one u all. |
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| What city are u? |
[May. 26th, 2004|10:12 pm] |
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| | Away from the Sun-3 Doors Down-Away from the Sun | ] |
Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"
Cleveland
You are blue collar and Rock n Roll. You Work hard and party harder. |
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